confushed !

well am back again ..and this time i am going thru so many emotions at once..of happiness of anger of helplessness ....of everything ..reason being i have been reading a lot since some days ..and thought reading helps u get an idea of wats going in the world..it also alienates from the very people you know....anyways thats later ..
yesterday i was telling bharathi abt my blog..publicity :) she asked me y blog..i told her..its just my feelings wat i feel wat i think..its my personal inner self..ok ok i know thoda serious ho gaya ..but continue karte hain..then she ie bharathi said..if its ur personal y do u want every 1 to read it ! voila....it hit me..she is rite if i say blog is my feeling y do u want the whole world 2 c it....but tehn not to loose the match ..i said well its not that personal its all abt wats happening in the world n stuff...i tried sounding intelligent ..failed miserably though !!! ..but the afterwards..at home i thought abt it...y do i want ppl 2 read it...and then i got the answer ..blog is an online diary ...hehehehhehe ...well use of tech at its best :) when companies can move away from traditional file systems y can v poor ppl..who help them :D man i am a genius..just that no 1 recognized my potential till date......
speaking of which my main point of thought ...just because pratibha patil is a president doesnt mean she doesnt do any mistake ..so in some /any company if u reach the top does it mean u r always correct ! ..well if u think so time has come to think.....y does it happen that as u grow up the ladder u loose ur humility and modesty..and u lean more and more towards arrogance and self righteonous ..dunno...i just wish i dont do that..but then again..there is a lot of time for me to do that !!
from this topic itslef i thought of soemthing else..though totally unrelated to me..there r several ppl languishing in our jails ..just coz some cop arrested them..and they didnt have any 1 in the court to defend them ..!! thats gross human violations man !!! ..but no 1 speaks much abt those ppl..coz the ppl in jail r not powerful..coz if they were ..they wldnt b in it in the first place ....well may b some 1 is not able to understand wat i am writing...but atleast wat i have understood is..in any industry occupation..its the powerful person who rules !