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well while i am starting 2 write this blog am thinking..do i write only when am totally down and sad, may b ..coz when i am happy i think of so many other thinks ..but y is it i feel sad...reason being i have 2 sell my car but dunno y there is no buyer...and too add to the prb i have to go back next fri ..so am just totally frustrated...so much that i literally shouted at 1 person for no fault of his..i dont like people giving lectures 2 me..its ok if u say it once ..but again n again just 2 show off..i hate it ...another kind of ppl which i dont like r the show off..one who say something in public but when u got to them and talk they do a about turn...but the world is full f such ppl..just that i realized it late...i feel sad seeing so much politics ard..n by politics i mean workplace polity....y is it that u need 2 play games , u need to lie do back stabbing 2 move ahaed..is every one like this..or r here some humane pl too..till date i havent come across any ...this yr was a eye opener for me...i came 2 know of so many things which i never expected..as 1 of my coleegues said..the bubble has bursted neha..ace the reality..people r not good as u think them to be...nicer ppl r to u u better b careful..i think now i am undertanding the meaning of it...its late for me ..but still bettr late than never.....i had soem big release this fri..i worked tirelessly hru weekend 2 close all issues..that too of other team..n wat i get in return nothing..y ..dont want 2 write it here..but yes am sad coz of that also..i just wanted a good job from ppl who have seen me working..no 1 did ..y coz ultimately they r my c******* and there something more heart breaking which is gonna happen in few days ..i just dont even wanna think abt it...i tried talking 2 one of my fds abt it..he said neha u r strng ..i know u can handle it....strong me ! am tired of being so...honestly ..i juz want 2 sit now..is it possible..dont think so based on wats going on...anyways life's mess rite now ..how cant tell ..its all in my head..ppl call me lucky ..i dont find any reason for that ...its juz ppl who dont know abt u can say it..rest who know i need them a lot ..and i know even if i havent talked to them since months i can always go back 2 them .....

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well better late than never..there goes some saying...been bz all this while..office work...long weekend again office work ..n now time to pack for going back...life's been a hell of roller coster these 4 months..learned a lot..literally ! some days back..a frd ? of mine aske d me wats was my hobby ..n i didnt have an answer ..i was like dude..hobbies r only created for interviews..n i am not that creative 2 have the hooby of drawing n painting..infact during my school days..my dear sisters used 2 draw that amoeba ka diagram for me...man how much i dreaded those craft classes...they used to teach some sewing n making mufflers n stuff phew ...thx god those days r gone...during the same time i started develepoing the hobby of reading ...it was good...but coz of that my grades started dropping ..coz i used 2 read novels instead of school books ..shhhh ..
so there went that hooby too..in infy i did try 2 do some zhing bang stuff..but dont think that wld any way come close to being called a hobby ..in onsite i tried my hand at photography ..but alas dont have the patience to take pictures of a squirrel passing by ....so here i am a hobby less person...anyways am hungry now...n there's nothing eatable at my place..guess i will call my colleagues n ask them wat they cooking..n will land at their place in case there's some edible stuff...